night thoughts...

SoOooo where did all the warm weather go? Its freezing! all well! right? nothing beats getting under the covers and letting it all go....are you like me? I mean, when you lay down for the night does your mind not 'go out' for some reason? Mine doesn't! it drifts and drifts on...Let me see...I think about the past a lot and how I could have reacted differently. I think about where I'm at right now...and the concerns of here and now (which sometimes stresses me out) and I think about the future. honestly, I would have to say that about 60% is the future 20:% the present and 20% the past...weird mix huh? I think its definitely a break in the routine...I'd have to say that about a few months ago...it was more like 90% my past, 10% the present and 10% the future...something changed...don't know what...but I'm sure I'll get to the bottom of it!

So my basic routine is definitely reading before I go to bed...I've been on a WWII kick for the past two months and I found a book while I had a layover in Ireland a few months back...its called The war of the world 'history's age of hatred'  By Mr. Niall Ferguson [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Niall_Ferguson] Its pretty descriptive too...and I love how it's written...but I think he's a bit slanted....politically...(you didn't hear it from me) and obviously he us against war but his theme/message about 'man's inhumanity to man' is very provocative, profound and thought provoking...I might have to take a look at his other stuff when I have time and/or money....

My eyes burn...more to come